In line with my entry a few days ago, I am now more than convinced that I really want to move out of the country and go somewhere - where there is a little less chaos. I am honestly, just tired how chaotic life here in Philipines. The government doing its damnest best to undermine the Democracy and my father who is a little too overbearing and emotionally manipulative.
I think giving the first ten years to my family and paying my dues is enough. Life is too precious to live by the rules of people who oppresses me to live my best self and that includes my toxic family. I really just want to give myself some peace that I think is way overdue for myself.
However, while it’s still pandemic and I am still locked up, I might as well continue to save up. Continue to dream, continue to prepare so that my target next few years will be realized. I want, I crave for a place to call my own. My own home.
Feeling: Nostalgic
Currently Listening to: Just Stay - McClenney
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